The lonely book with wonderful cover ended its storey: And he lived "Happily ever after..."

And Ever...

-A summer’s day isn’t as warm as the coldest winter night huddled up with you.

I'm lost in the ways I love you. :))

AB camp

It was a good learning experience. didnt learn much though, but AB camp was just great! :)

I don't know

So today ended like this. Another normal average thought-filled day. I'm tired, i'm sick, i feel bad. I wonder, how many more of these days do i have to endure. I'm walking in the rain, through this deserted valley. It seems endless. But still, i'm walking... Why? : I'm afraid to go out. I don't wanna go out. I can't bear to see all my effort of walking so far down the drain. So i walk... Is it bringing me any where? I don't know. I don't wanna know.

Say Anything

Only my heart's pounding, stab my heart. The silent vision of love.
Forget the time, as the cry travels. Walking through wet Tokyo, feelings make my heart rush.

Run away from realty, I've been crying in a dream.
Frozen time makes me shiver.
Building up my tainted memories, until my sadness vanishes.

You say anything, the fitting word that blesses,
say anything to my lying heart
If I can't go back to where I have been, I'll live only in dreams,
Getting wet in the endless rain.
Colour my running tears within my daydreams.
You say anything, whatever you'd like to say to me.
Say anything, you leave me out of my eyes.
You say anything, all I can hear is a voice from within my dream.
Say Anything, you can dry my every tear.
The lights have gone out on the stage, staring lonely, embraced by the days that have gone past.
Destroying everything, including our sacred love,
until it vanishes in the sands of time.
You say anything, whatever you'd like to say to me.

Close your eyes and I'll kill you in the rain.
If a beautiful murder is fitting, the artificial rose is buried,
shedding in the memory of a poet.

Time may change my life, but my heart remains the same to you,
time may change your heart, my love for you never changes.
You say anything, the fitting word that blesses,
but say anything to the heart that can't break.
You say anything, say anything, now you've gone away, where can I go from here?

Say anything ... say anything...

I believe if time passes. ..everything turns into beauty, if the rain stops, tears clean the scars of memory away ... everything starts wearing fresh colours ... every sound begins playing a heartfelt melody ..jealousy embellishes a page of epic, desire is embracing a dream, but my mind is still in chaos and...

the wounded soldier

Baby, please don't tell me it's over. I'm so afraid of hearing these words. It's the last thing that i ever wanna hear. Baby please don't make me say these words. It's the last thing i ever wanna say. I'll probaly break down. I feel like a wounded soldier, many wounds, much pain. But still i'll continue fighting this war, for what i belive in; to continue this relationship and that we would last until the very end. The more i fight, the more injuries i incur. The more i try to cover up the distance between us, the more i get hurt. Each time adding more pain to my bruise filled body. But still, i'll continue. I can't stop,i can't afford to. I love my country too much. Nonetheless, the country is on the loosing end. Many other strong nations invading. As a soldier, i can't be not doing any thing. I fight. What is a soldier who stands aside and do nothing when the country's in trouble. For this, for the love of the country, for what i belive in, I fight. I'll fight till the very end. Now the battle fought only half way through, i'm already filled with bruises and cuts with the addition of a few major injury that doesn't stop bleeding. I'm in pain. I feel so tired physically, emotionally and mentally . Oh, how long more can I continue? How far can my legs bring me? How much more pain can my body withstand. I'll just continue fighting...

it begins here

Baby, tell me, are we heading into trouble. Is it my imagine taking whole. Do I read to much into the way we slay. The way you move away from me. I may feel that you're the one. But when all is said and done Love takes two. Time after time we've talked it through, cause baby, I need you. What am I supposed to do. There's a whole lot of things you can do and do without me. There's a million things I can do and do alone. But the best you can do for yourself, is sharing with that someone else. No one wants to be alone. It's the one thing that I know. What am I gonna do about you. I need you. When I know that, I want it so bad. It's enough, girl to drive you crazy cause love takes two.

Ambiguity makes people nurse grievance The evidence of love can not be found When should I going forward? When should I give up? I can’t even bring up courage to hug you
I can’t only come with you to this far; there are still some things that we can not do We’re more than friends, but we’re not a couple yet The scenery afar seemed to be raining soon Should I cry or not? Is it me or you that think too much? I’m very not convinced, and I also started to suspect The person in front of me, is he the same, real you? Ambiguity makes people become greedy; until the waiting has lost its meaning. Let the beauty of pity stay here.

I'm walking in the rain, though everything seems to be hurting me for some reason. There is only nothing. To me sleep is a confusing, narcotic that only quiets the beating heart. All my love seems to flow from my body like a heart felt memory. I keep my love for you to myself. Days of joy, days of sadness slowly pass me by. As I try to hold you, you are vanishing before me. You're just an illusion. When I am awake, my tears have dried in the sands of sleep. I'm a rose blooming in the desert. It's a dream, I'm in love with you. Hold me warmly in your arms. I awake from my dreamI can't find my way without you. The dream is over. I can no longer hear the voice of your gentle words. Floating off tear stained walls. So awakening in the morning, I'll move into my dreams ...until I can forget your love. Endless rain, fall on my heart, in this wounded soul. Let me forget, all of the hate, all of the sadness. Endless rain, let me stay a memory in your heart. Let me take in your tears, take in your memories.

Forever love, forever dream Only flowing emotions,bury this intense, trying, meaningless times. Oh tell me why ... all I see is blue in my heart. Hold my trembling heart in the dawn. Everything good seems to be ending, in this unending night.Ah, what else would you lose if nothing at all matters.